Taboo

After speaking with a good friend of mine over some tea, I'm convinced that I need to be more honest with not only the situations surrounding me, but be more honest with myself as well. I need to express myself the way I've always wanted to. I need to face the inevitable issues I choose to ignore and confront my demons. I need to fully communicate my mind and tell my heart to let go.

Begin

Fate can only get you to where you're bound to be. Once you're there it's up to you to make it all happen.

One up

it feels good to run solo without worry
without the picture of your face invading visions in my head
and your name in my stories

my tongue free of storytelling regrets
speaking words without bitter tones
and uncertainty in my emotions

priorities finally in tact
doing nothing but thinking bout myself for once
and only concerned with what my own body's doing

neglecting it all
not trying to fix what happened
feeling indifferent
erasing the memories we made
numbing my feelings
using each new day for healing

recognizing that I can’t dwell anymore
but live the life I intended to before I met you