Monday, July 27, 2009

"Bad" vice(s)

Alright ya'll, don't even act like you don't got a bad habit. Prettyyyy sure everyone does. You, yo mama, yo mama's mama, your next door neighbor, your gardener, your librarian... whatever. We all got one. Everyone's got some lingering temptation or that guilty pleasure they all attempt to resist... but can't. It's that "bad vice" we got that makes us feel good for the time being, until we realize it's really not ideal. For some, it could be as simple and deadly as smoking while for others it's as complicated as staying in "love"with that person who constantly hurts you. Bad vices range, but in the end it's all something we gotta crack. No matter how good it feels.

I guess what inspired me to write bout this is cause I just read a piece about this girl's bad vice that got me wondering what mine are? So here's my attempt to figuring out what I think my "bad" vice(s) are. Let's see if ya'll can relate.

1.) Cussing - Pretty sure if my life was documented and recorded, I'd sound like a Lil Wayne track. My potty mouth would be censored within every sentence. Tha fck you know bout this shit?
2.) Drunk texting - If you've received one in the past week, it's just cause I love you.
3.) Collecting hats and headbands - I buy this shit all the time but I fail to wear them often (lately at least).
4.) Creating/writing in blogs - Just made one with Baleria on Tumblr: fckminetoo; it's like my 9th one.
5.) Cupcakes - Anything cupcakes. Printed cupcakes, cupcake photos, cupcake cakes, cupcake jewelry, all of that... it's a must have.
6.) Coloring my hair - I've had everything from purple to blonde to platinum, magenta, brown, red, and blue.
7.) K, by far... this is my worst habit. When things are goin' good, I bounce. I act like I don't want it, when I really do. Am I difficult enough?
8.) Eating past midnight every night - I am definitely on my way to making that ugly ass muffin top happen if I don't change, haha.
9.) Twilight - Thinking I'll get an "Edward Cullen" through my window.
10.) Talking shit - 'Nuff said.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

womp womp

i need to find that "RESET" button.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

lasdkfj;asl...

can't sleep again. so i'm watching YouTube vids..... again. my sleeping pattern really should fix itself soon. really.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

That girl from Elf... what's her name?

for awhile i was calling Zooey Deschanel: "that one girl from Elf." i know, i should get half-slapped for that one. but whatever! no need to slap me now cause i know my shit, okay?



its true. i enjoy her stale humor. but what gets me more so is her voice. whenever i listen to her group, She & Him, their music somehow always triggers that white part of me when i was a freshman in high school and was in love with indie music (& boys on skateboards). it brings me back to those days, hahaha.




and now that she has a new movie coming up with 3rd Rock From The Sun homeboy, Joseph Gordon-Levitt, i reallyy reallyyy wanna watch it! it doesn't look like your typical love story. but it definitely kinda looks like your typical indie film love story. if that makes sense? add 500 days of Summer to my summer watching movie list. maybe it'll hold me down and get me ready for when Paper Hearts comes out.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Lemme direct you this way...

it's Thursday ya'll. so guess what? i posted on 12ft today.

as of late i've been stuck in a bad funk, so this post couldn't have come at a better time. i finally wrote something that didn't take me hours to write. i finally wrote something that flowed freely from mind to paper.

but the post i wrote this week was a little different. maybe that's what i needed to get my writing mojo back? but anyway, this week i didn't have any interviews again, i instead wrote about myeslf for once. i actually let the reader into my mind for a bit. i wrote from the heart (as cheesy as it sounds) and without hesitation. and hopefully killed off the writer's block for a bit to finally articulate what i've been struggling to say for several days now. so take a peek, i rarely ever talk about my personal life on 12ft.

peep: http://12ftdwende.com/family/?p=1207

Insomnia speaks

it's 4:34am and i can't sleep.



Can We Teach Each Other - Cody ChesnuTT

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Dear Annie T,

come home from Santa Cruz already!!! seriously mama, i miss my partner in crime.


<3,
Lyn